This Gemini new moon has been the most emotionally complex new moon I’ve ever felt. I read that it is not a great time to start things and based off of vibes alone, I would agree.
I find myself reevaluating everything. My goals, the way that I’m approaching them, the people in my life, the way that I communicate with them. Everything needs revision; I can feel it. My only focus now is to figure out in what way, and if some things actually just need deleted all together.
For tonight, and the sake of this blog being a virtual time stamp of my journey, I will say this - I realize right now that I have not taken care of myself in a very long time. I have started to try caring for myself again recently but have already found myself swept away and distracted by everyone else’s life grievances.
I cannot control everything and I am not responsible for ebb and flow of other peoples lives. My own life matters just as much and deserves my full attention right now.